Liminality - that space between what was and what will be...what came before and what comes next. It can be a very uncomfortable space or it can be a time for grounding, recharging, dreaming and discerning. I am in such a state right now - between the near end of one career and the beginning of another. What will my future ministry be? This is a period of discernment and I ask God to help me keep an open mind to the options and possibilities.
Last night in our Sacred Conversations group we talked about some songs that spoke of the in-between time and of being on the edge of change. One metaphor used was that of the time between night and day - light and dark - and standing right on the edge. I feel like I'm nearing that edge but I'm not quite there yet. The vision is not clear - clouds are in the way. Sometimes the clouds cover my entire vision of the future and I feel like I'm groping in the dark. Then the clouds move around and I can make out bits and pieces of the future. Other times, the clouds are almost gone and I catch a glimpse of what I can become. Then the vision clouds up again. The clouds keep moving around revealing possibilities and then covering them up only to reveal other possibilities.
Faith is believing that I will make it through the liminal times and that I will be able to discern what I am meant to do - what God wants me to do. No need to panic. I can rest in this space with a sense of wonder and anticipation.
Dear God - I ask that you walk with me during this liminal time. Help me open my mind and heart to all of the possibilities that you set before me. Grant me the wisdom to discern the path that I am meant to take. Amen.